Lounging in luxe wooden chairs stretched in royal blue canvas and arranged in neat rows in glistening sand. Up walks a worker with a clipboard: “Did you rent this chair, ma’am?” If “yes,” I may stay. If “no,” I must pay — or leave.
The sea at Seaside is turquoise blue with private beaches teeming with seemingly prosperous people. For a fee, you may claim a space for as long as you choose to bask in beauty unspoiled by man — or at least a beach cleaned up by him.
I sense its splendor, but as I remove my rose-colored sunglasses and watch a sea gull alight and take flight again, I wonder, “Does he see what I see in Seaside?” A bird unconfined by borders that define who’s in and who’s out of this oasis — he’s no tourist; the ocean is home to him.
His coast stretches to the gulf, which meets waters that ebb through Earth’s distant curves. The man who plucks fish from the ocean’s feast on that side of the sea has a vantage point other than mine. It’s not relaxation or recreation — survival is what the sea means to him.
Perhaps he across the sea so far from me also aims to escape urban life’s monotony, which drives us tourists to the beach to stroll on the sand and gaze at the waves. Yet, while he and I share one Earth, the sea that I rent for fun in the sun — it’s more essential to his life than mine.
His sea I should protect, but do you expect me to start a recycling campaign for empty bottles of water and champagne? Must I answer to the man across the sea for inequities that aren’t my responsibility? No. And yet, this gull so delicate — I look into his eyes and it pains me.
I have no good explanation for why some creatures thrive while others wither, or why some live in squalor or die while I sit on vacation writing seven lines at a time, searching for symmetry in the mystery, and wonder — “Does this septet end with ‘me’ or ‘him’?
Contemplating these stanzas down to the last line, at last I find an inkling of meaning in the rhyme: “Does my story end with me or him? After all, I know that I alone cannot end pollution in our air, sea and land — God’s gifts on which all life depends.
Yet, each day is a gift of another chance to consider my choices and their effect on sea creatures and he who fishes an ocean away, and to choose to care for the least of these. Will it be convenience for me or a cleaner sea? I can only win by choosing Him.